March 10, 2010 at 7:31 pm (Uncategorized) ()

I have a deep sadness in me. Last night I found out that Miss A stole something from my mom…

This isn’t the first time she has stolen something. The first time it was chicken nuggets from my best friend’s son. The next it was make up from my husband’s mom. Then this weekend we found out that she took a rare book from a friend of our’s house. And as I recounted the story to my parents they let me in on the secret they kept from me for the last few months – that she stole a $300 necklace from my mother too…

From my parents… The people who welcpmed her in with no questions. Who love her uncondionally like I do. Who would do almost anything for her, just like me… I am so hurt and ashamed. I feel like I hae doe them wrong. Like I have stolen from them.

What am I to do? How can I trust her? How can I take her any where anymore? I love her with all my heart but I am not doing her justice as a person. She is not learning from me. All she does is lie anymore. And she is failing at school. She does not care about anything… You should have seen it when we confronted her about stealing from my mom she was void of everything. No emotion…

I am lost. What am I to do with my little girl…


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Marriage News

March 9, 2010 at 3:01 pm (Uncategorized) ()

My MIL called my cell phone 3x yesterday during work hours. After she proceeded to call my work phone, I figured it might be something important. Don’t get me wrong I like my MIL its just she tends to be a bit long winded and quite frankly -as of late- I haven’t been much of a phone person.

So I answered the phone figuring that she is going to tell me some sort of momumental news – someone has died, she is pregnant… And what she tells me is that my SIL has set her wedding date. She will be getting married in May by the JOP. And my response is “Good for her.” And I feel sort of blahzah about the whole thing and I genuinely feel bad about it.

I’m just not close to my SIL like I would like to be. I see her two times a year – at Christmas and Miss A’s birthday. We don’t talk on the phone or email. I know her birthday but only because I’m good with dates.

So congrats SIL! I hope we get a phone call telling us you are married or something.

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